It's so easy to do the same old thing day in day out, it's comfortable, it keeps my anxiety at bay, it's just easy but it's also a bit boring.
That's why I've decided that I want to start taking more risks, trying something new.
I'm starting out with something that seems very small (my video this week) but to me it's big.
My Anxiety isn't something I talk about on my blog much for a few reasons; firstly because my blog is my creative outlet and escape, secondly because it's primarily a beauty blog and I don't come to a beauty blog to read about anxiety and lastly I feel it's something that gets talked about enough through blogs and YouTube with poster girls like Zoella and Tanya Burr (poster girls might have been a weird choice of words).
But it is something that impacts how I do things and what I do. Don't get me wrong it isn't debilitating and there are people who suffer with it way worse than me so I'm lucky and haven't had a panic attack in years.
Anyway that was a bit of an aside or a bit of an insight into me. and really the purpose of this rambly, incoherent post was to say- try something different and to show you the first in hopefully a long line of 'something differents'- My new YouTube video :)
Hope you enjoy!!